After months of trying to search my heart on why I cant believe him and her ...
his diary fell on my lap ... and i read all the pages with so much hatred at first and then became so sad
He could lie so much ... I knew he never love me anyway so why the charade
They had an affair and fell deeply in love with each other and corrupted their love with passionate escapes .. why include me
wasnt it enough
they want it all .. she even gave me The Duchess to watch just incase i didnt understand what's going on